Saturday, January 29, 2005
drill test (:
jiayu was late today.haha. so i went over to her house. and oh my, her dogs are soo cute and so lovable.! haha :D then rushed off to scoo. we were all spilt into 2 squads :x my squad had to join tkgs :) e ncc instructor wasnt as scary as we thought he was. in fact he was like joking arnd with our squad. haa. i was e second one to command =x before i could start, i bursted out laughing. ahaa! and i was known as e joker of e squad -.-" and lijin was known as e 'laugher'.haha. overall evryone did okay.. we really had fun too.
then...
celebration time :D ahaha.
- cafe cartel. yay.
then went walking arnd j8. met some of e chingay motivators.HAHA. headed to bishanCC aft tt for ushering. evelyn and i were quite disturbed by most of e ppl whom we ushered in. only a minority bothered to actually look at us and respond to our 'good afternoon's. e rest didnt even care :x we managed to leave early even before e presentation started. haha :p went to j8. continued walking arnd :) then went to mos for a rest.haha. had our usual talk. *wink we're still looking forward to our
say-it-all-out session at coffeebean next week even though there wont be anymore drill trainings. yea? :) haha. continued walking arnd j8 agn. ahha. dunno why we just love doing that. LOL. and hello?! its
J8. hahaha. aft e rest left, est and i had dinner at yakun. haha. headed for home (:
31 days = 744hours = 2678400secs :))
captivated by your beautyY, 6:12 AM.
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
a week has started again...! and this means... i cant catch up with my sleeeep!!
- is 4 hours considered sleep or a nap? (:
- would u rather achieve smth without interest? or give it up since u dont have the interest?
HAHA.
so obvious as to what im refering to.
but i guess i dont have a choice. guess i hafta work hard and get it over and done with. cant repeat the mistake which i did last yr. HA.
hide your feelings. i dont wanna know.
captivated by your beautyY, 7:02 PM.
good news
and bad news :)
stayover at lynn's house was fun :) haha. stayed up till 3am to complete last minute preparations. then woke up at 6 smth and started baking. had quite alot of fun. with lame jokes and everything. :D was supposed to attend amath lesson but we weren't in time for it...so we skipped sch. haha. rushed to scoo aft that . then headed to ngee an poly convention hall. went around e open house for a while. haha. really fun (: set up our project. competition started. results came. and ta dah! we didnt manage to get into e finals. haha. and im still happy abt it :x oh well, we all did our best, winning isnt everything :)
so many ppl said im not myself today :x what to do, i've been listening to lame jokes, and spreading them to others. i need to add some
life to my day u see. HAHA. :D
captivated by your beautyY, 12:07 PM.
Thursday, January 20, 2005
LOL. its like 2am in e morning.
and im still blogging.
HAHA.
what to do, i need a break from bioproject and english essays! =x
anw, what min said is true. so what if we are so busy and soo stressed? just leave everything into god's hands and everything will turn out fine (:
back to work. yay.
captivated by your beautyY, 2:17 AM.
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
sorry to those whom i caused a slight disturbance to just now :x i had to let go off some stress u see, so i shouted out of e window, without realising that there were classes just below. my apologies. (:
i shall not keep emphasizing on e terrible and hectic life i've been going through ever since my life as a secondary4 started. i should look a e better side of life! lets see, ...
unfortunately, i cant think of any pleasant things to talk about =x
again, everyday is occupied with the same old, usual routine. doing work till past midnight, so many things to attend to after sch, i even had four meetings which i had to attend at e same time today.
ohh,
how wonderful! :) piano is also adding to my burden. it has alr did a long time ago. i cant give up at e last stage can i? i wished i could. there's hardly time for anything.! even my meals! i even forgot that i was hungry :s there's so much i
must do, i've
yet to do and i
want to do. urgh :/ but there's still smth i can look forward to this week.. friday!! at last, i can catch up with my beauty sleep :) and, tomorrow!! hooray. haha. i'll be staying over at lynn's place, attend amath e next morning and then go off again! haha :) all this for...?
bio competition :x im gonna scream once its over :D
as e saying goes,
nobody is perfect. all of us have our differences. we have to live with it and accept it. whats all e despising and mocking for..? do u even gain anything from it...? hmmph.! forget it.
i cant afford to spare part of my brain to worry abt
this and
that, its already overflowing. neither can i spare part of my heart, its already overwhelming with feelings. :x
captivated by your beautyY, 7:48 PM.
know whats e feeling of being in quicksand? well, thats exactly how im feeling right now...
- im struggling :/
work never fails to come in everyday. i've been so occupied with
soo many things. i've been running everywhere; ran off from drill for tuition, rushed home for piano, ... =x tiring. im really exhausted.
really. and i need sleep !! have been staying up late into e night just to finish my work, especially when my brain's already lagging after such a long day of sch..urgh! e weekend ahead of me is already filled with work. like wth. oh well, enough said -
had guides today. kinda fun though e sec ones were
kinda quiet. but we had lotsa fun with e flour and water.hahha. (: i felt like a cake -.- and p.e was fun too. with mrtan and his lame stories :)
no work for me today. im really totally exhausted and im aching all over :/ help.
* my mind goes toward
u (:
captivated by your beautyY, 9:58 PM.
im really tired too.
WORK WORK WORK.
LOTS to catch up.
bio competition nxt wk.
WTH.
SIGH :/
captivated by your beautyY, 10:51 PM.
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
tired.sleepy. sigh-
sec one orientation for this whole week. im gonna have a hard time catching up on my lessons:x urgh. first two days of orientation wasnt so bad. but our class is somehow kinda quiet..oh well, maybe it'll get better in e days to come.. but its gonna be tiring without e sec3s :/ *screams
new year resolutions (:
- practise reallly hard and complete my piano. just a pass will do :p
- start e day with quiet time every morning. no more quiet times at night. if not there'll be lesser 'amens' :x
- study hard!! AH. try to fall in love with tys. (oh man :/ )
- return to serve in e dance ministry :)
- no last minute work.
- do a little more for my friends, since its e last yr we might be together as a class.
gee. there's so much yet to do. AHH. and im tired, sleepy and packed with so many things :x so which hotline should i call? 999,995 or help from god? -.-
999/995/help from god
:)) , obviously.
captivated by your beautyY, 8:52 PM.