Sunday, November 30, 2008

Sigh, haven't been sleeping well for the past few nights because of the sickening cough and sore throat that has been lingering on for more than a weeek.

I'll be coughing the night away while tossing and turning with my mind in a semi-conscious state and the whole feeling just feels horrribble. I don't think i even accumulated an hour of proper sleep every night.

I'll just sit up in the middle of the night and stare into space cos i get so tired from all the coughing. So just yesterday I woke up at 4am and played Dai Dee on the handphone until 63o. Forced myself to sleep thereafter but to no avail.

Man, I don't know how long this is gonna last.

It feels like crap.

It's December already, time just flies my goodness. I'll try my best to finish up on Aussie and Showdown II! (its like taking forever but oh well)

captivated by your beautyY, 5:47 PM.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Over the past few days...

Had ice skating with dnd comm. Went to Kallang Leisure Park for the first time and it was kinda pathetic. I waited for them for more than an hour and i finished walking around in less than a half.
All standing there looking at the kids dancing at the middle of the ring.
It was really cute, especially the smallest girl in the centre!

Surprised aunty min on her bday (: Finally, we're all 19!
Notice the cake is in quite a bad shape lol.
Love you min (:

And the bf's back from his soccer trip!

he said he'll buy a straw hat for me and he really did! haha! thanks bf (:

I met Jasmine just awhile ago and sat her car for the first time whoo. Cant upload the pics cos stup mac doesnt allow files to be sent over from phone through bluetooth. tskk.
And my voice is ultra sexy now (and on the verge of being gone) because I coughed the whole night through and couldnt sleep at all. Boo.

captivated by your beautyY, 9:41 PM.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

It was Madagascar2 with the boyfriend at the very pretty grand cathay(:

hungry la, so must satisfy my cravings heh.
We had kfc after that. yes. oh. my. goodness.

Saturday!
saw crys and lan who were supporting their friend in some singing competition.

Then it was Gen's birthday surprise at good old bishan.

(:

And my lousy pok phone died on me. Its still usable just that the screen is totally blank. It started out splitting itself into two upside down parts. then split up into more parts. then went blank. I didn't even do anything to it :(

Sunday:
Someone in church told me i looked PLUMP. For the first time ever. I was so hurt. Must go running everyday I dont care.
So zechoa and i wanted to go to Maritchie for a hike. But we had a little amazing race (or so he says) before that. Headed to mr maran's house then to sajc. By the time we reached SA, LOOK AT THE SKY.

Haha but still got some time to snap a bit. And i look super scary and white in the photo, yuck.
It started raining elephants and donkeys on the way to Macritchie. How sad. So we ended up at Bishan library and RK Prata House (man eating again).

Okay now i'm down with a terrible sore throat. The bf's leaving to Vietnam in an hour's time and the weather doesn't look promising for a swim. When am i ever going to start my proper exercise regime. I'm not in a mood for shopping either because I'm broke and transport fares are killing me and robbing my allowance away. Shall just stay at home and continue watching Corner with Love for the second time heh. No maybe I should run to the stadium. Yes I will do just that (: I need to lose weight, badly!

captivated by your beautyY, 10:21 PM.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

joeunn's 1st month the other day (: such times with the family is love. but too bad i couldnt stay on for dinner and the celebrations because i had to go back alone to study for the screwed exams. but nvm, exams end today whoo. i just cant wait.

got an ice cream treat from our cousin. fat! *shrieks*

haha she looks so stressed and confused.

captivated by your beautyY, 10:00 AM.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

captivated by your beautyY, 8:32 AM.

i feel that i've just fought many battles, and lost all of them, terribly. I feel that i'm being trampled on my thousands of heavy feet. I feel weak. I've lost all the strength that i once had.

so far, my exams were crap. seriously crap. i screwed up every single paper and now i am only left with one which i am bound to experience the same thing which i did for the rest.

i took a slow stroll back to hall from dinner just now and i just couldnt help control my emotions. i wanted to find a corner to hide and cry, i wished i had someone to go to pour out my sorrows.

at the start of uni, dad told me not to compare myself with others because there are many out there who are smarter than i am. i tried but i really cant. i feel so inferior among everyone. i can't stand the fact that they can boast about how much they've slacked, how they slept the whole day before the paper, how they could watch prison break an hour before the exam, how they went for the free beer drinking session and yada yada and are still able to walk out of the exam hall happily because the paper was just okay to them. whereas there are some other people, which i unfortunately happen to fall under this category, mug so hard, spend hours and days studying, making notes, researching, stayed alone in hall for days with only yes933 for accompaniment, not touch msn for more than a week and despite all of these, totally didn't understand what was being asked in the exam. I did put in so much effort and time but unfortunately i don't have the intelligence and the linguistic ability that seem to be a norm in my school.

i did my best, but sometimes the best just ain't enough.

and my memory has seriously deteriorated since last time. where did that brilliant memory that was able to remember so much organic chemistry go to?

i can't bear to see my parents give that worried look whenever i tell them that my papers are hard and that i am struggling in school. but i had to let them down in the end.

OH,
and i realised havent had time to shop at all since school started. i feel for medi pedi too. anyone? ugh i just need some form of relaxation. and most importantly, exercise. I will and must make a point to run everyday (ok zechoa doesn't believe me). i seriously need to shed some weight. its scary to see how much weight ive put on since school started. grrr.

this post is pretty much quite nonsensical, sorry about that.

captivated by your beautyY, 4:56 AM.

Thursday, November 06, 2008

I can't believe I'm going to take my final exams just next week. Its way too fast. I can't keep up.
Anyway, semester one officially ended today, after Voice Studies. And I slept at an unearthly hour last night again because of my portfolio. Okay nothing surprising anyway.

Last French lesson on Wednesday. Credits to jeremy for the nicely edited photos (:

Ultimate camwhores can!!

Our French teacher is so cute right hahaha. Look the way he smiles! (:
My very talented voice studies teacher who's a theatre actor and director. Its the only lesson I look forward to every week. (I usually fall asleep during floor relaxation exercises haha)

Alright time to hit the books. Man I dont know how i am going to keep myself awake.

Lastly, to those who are still in the midst of the dreadful As, persevere okay! It'll be over in no time(:

captivated by your beautyY, 8:22 PM.